Mixed emotions

So a pretty mixed few days.  Firstly I was complimented on my Moodle site at work, from the Moodle trainer himself.  Apparently the Moodle site I have developed to accompany my Web Design course is one of the best in the college.  That was great to hear.

Then a blow.  My low grade in my teaching obs was surpassed by a lower paid individual, making my position feel altogether awkward.  Great for my colleague, difficult for me.

Then another plus.  An A in my masters assignment.

So am I good or not?  Hard to say, and one minute I feel like a great teacher, and the next not.